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the saddest blog that ever was
3.22.2003:
i am very very slowly dying of heartache. he has been gone so long but i still cry when day turns into night. therefore, this has to be the saddest blog that ever blogged the earth. when this blog is done, you will know that the heartbreak is dead or that i have died from it, internetically speaking of course.
so i am at work mislabeling slides (sorry sol you mean so little to me now) and i decided that i want a blog too blog damn it! this way i dont have to keep mass emailing everyone which i dont do anyway but now you can all come here, there is a method to my madness. now i can be a voyeur to other people's voyeurism of myself. ooh. my head hurts. hangover factor: very high. yesterday's parties were weird but nice. she asked me if i had brought him and i said yes, with a bit of shame. i didn't realize he had become as socially inept as myself...sensational does not remember getting his ass kicked by my deceptively buff bicep. this is a call to arms sensational! jdanger was there arthistory gsi cum electroclash rockstar. he hated my paper on mary kelly post partum document, you know why, cuz i hated mary kelly! jdanger is okay though but anthony is the real rockstar and soon there will be superstardom for both of them. i wish you came out last night anthony it would have been hilarious.
when i am drunk i sometimes tell brian silly things. sorry brian. i got mistaken for xemrac three times because of the stripey armwarmers. someone was mean to me they didn't mean to be but i just want to vent it and be free!!!!!!! whee!!!! person who is usually nice but not last night talked about the two most unmentionable human beings for me while drunk. count 'em, two in succession bang bang i'm sober and its three in the morning and i have to go home. "how do you know so and so?" "oh through her. you know, that one night when you guys walked home together from my party." i hate that night. "oh and that guy, i know that guy, he hates me cuz i made out with his girlfriend at a party once." i hate parties but we all need to pass out somehow. yeah to passing out. new favorite drink is mamie taylors thanks to zoe for being a great bartendress. lizzy you were drunk and sweet last night, lizzy isn't it fun to see your name in print? lizzy lizzy lizzy lizzzzzzzzeeeeeee!!!!!!!! i remember what you said and i shall exploit the lovely dense plush possibilities of your couch to the fullest extent. tag you broke my heart when you said i just seemed like that kind of girl. its okay you didn't mean it that way and you dont remember anyway. you know who you are miss you will post noisepop updates soon wish you were here. um how does the comments box option work? help.
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